I tried to love you i thought i could,i tried to own you i thought i would

23.04.2007., ponedjeljak

Sada i ovdje

jako mi se sviđa biti sada i tu....ne razmišljati...
ne živcirati se.... osjećati ovaj trenutak....uspomena....
Sve ide svojim putem koliko god može iscrpiti svaku kap volje i nade
nešto mi fali...ostavila sam ih iza sebe....ne osvrćem se ...vrijeme je da napokon krenem dalje
sada se smijem suzama koje sam isplakala ....krvi koju sam pustila....krenula sam dalje
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09.03.2007., petak

sjaj što izdaje

Nemrem van...totalna koma!
Rođendan cuga,trava
od cuge se ubiješ ....zašto to stalno otkrivam iznova i nikako da naučim?!
piva...ajde nema toliko sranja koliko od _ votke,pelinkovca,brandy-ja,vina,4velebita....
i moram napravit sranje...takva sam...ali više neću tak piti...najtužnije od svega je kad dođem do neke mjere za koju znam da mi je dosta ...jednostavno želim još...
trava-strava je kad pušiš s nekim s kim si blizak i pričate gluposti koje nemaju veze s vezom...hehe,ne volim kada otupim,zablokiram i nemogu ništa reći,više niti ne razmišljam i izgubljena sam.
Ovisi sve ... o društu u kojem jesi i dali se osjećaš ugodno
dosta bljazgarija for today.
Laku noch
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20.02.2007., utorak

Hehe...

Razvila sam svoj prvi C/B filmić...Full sam happy ...i ima par dobrih fotki...
baš sam happy smokinsmokin
Bibi mi je prekrasno ispala, a sara kao šumska vila Maksimira
zaljubljena sam u svoj fotoaparat! thumbup
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14.02.2007., srijeda

Lazy........... ........................ ......................... ............

Ghhm
Sretno Valentinovo,ako vam ista znaci...posto je za mene izmisljeni praznik za trosenje para,nisam
ni zaljubljena tako da me bas briga.
i dosta mi je ovog bloga jer mi ga se neda pisat.Imam svoj dnevnik u koji pisem sve
tak da je ovo waste of time


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03.12.2006., nedjelja

Hello!

novi post..neznam više zašto pišem blog...
U petak bila vani...opet neočekivana sranja i objašnjavanje koje ne razumije
NE RADI IZ RAZOČARANJA TRAGEDIJU!
Istina...ali što ako je svako razočaranje tragedija...
sada imam osjećaj kao da sam zaboravila sve...sve što sam doživjela...
ali opet se vučem ko trulež
I stari mi fali full...neznam zašto...sterala ga u kurac,moj je ponos pobijedio i više mi se nije javio...
kada me pozdravlja preko drugih osoba osjetim užasan bijes
ko ga jebe...
Bye,ByE
Bigoo


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11.11.2006., subota

ALice In Chains
Down in a hole

Bury me softly in this womb
I give this part of me for you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb...in bloom

Down in a hole and I don't know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You don't understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who won't let himself be

Down in a hole, losin' my soul
Down in a hole, losin' control
I'd like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied

Down in a hole and they've put all
The stones in their place
I've eaten the sun so my tongue
Has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty
Of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more
of my feelings beneath

Oh I want to be inside of you

Down in a hole, losin' my soul
Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
Down in a hole, out of control

I'd like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied

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10.11.2006., petak

Fotograf

zanimanje koje želim raditi u životu...ne običan fotograf koji će slikat vjenčanja(makar su to velke pare,al ja neću pare ja želim raditi što želim...zato i otišla iz grafičke) ugl.
Umjetnički fotograf-nešto savršeno!!!
znam da imam oko za fotke,ali mnogi ne vjeruju da to ja slikam...
obžavam slikati kukce i zavoljela sam ih promatranjem - san mi je jednoga dana slikati za national geographic ili za diesel - oni imaju jebene fotke koje govore tisuću rijeći...
Netko će reći da mu je cilj u životu: zaposliti se,žena,djeca...klasika headbang
Ja mogu reći da mi je cilj-raditi posao koji volim,zajebavati se,proputovati svijet...okusiti puno oblika života za koje neznam
otkriti puno i znati puno...nebi se mogla zamisliti u ulozi majke i žene...
to me u neku ruku i užasava...i neznam kako neki ljudi koji su u mladosti bili ludi i otkačeni sada tako mirni i strogi kao da nikada nije ni bilo života u njima...to mi se neće dogoditi
ali JA nečija ŽENA koja će mu kuhat,peglat,prat veš to ne dolazi u obzir i još bebač koji krešti iz druge sobe. NO WaY!
Ja sam ipak osoba koja doživotno sanja
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04.11.2006., subota

hmm

Sada bila u Melinu ... Popila ne toliko puno kolko me šupilo
sada sam bolje ,stara me nije skužila... sada bih opet majne filozofiše
Nikoga nemožeš skroz otkriti ... daa osobe koje mislim da znam uopće ne poznajem
neke su me skroz razočarale...ja i dalje razočarana u sebe i svoje nenadoknadive
nedostatke.... grubost i tako daleki i kao zaboravljeni osjećaj nježnosti
sve je prošlost...voljela bih se vratiti i čitati misli...ali kažu da je nemoguće a ja premalo vjerujem
da bi mogla...mogla ponovno vjerovati
tako daleko..a tako blizu
ali i dalje daleko
kada ću se ponovno vratiti u život za sada sam samo promatrač...koji promatra prazni svijet
Život te ćeka..govori ti glas u glavi...ali nema ga...koliko još vremena..koliko minuta...koliko sati...koliko dana ....koliko tjedana,mjeseci,godina,stoljeća???
POPIZDIT ĆU...

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03.11.2006., petak

Hellou Again!

Evo mene opet...nema niš posebno ... sve je isto sa sitnim promjenama
zaluđena sam u zadnje vrijeme sa queens of the stone age...jednostavno su jebeni...

Mosquito Song
I know, I know the sun is hot
Mosquitos come suck your blood
Leave you there
All alone just skin and bone
When you walk among the trees
Listening to the leaves
The further I go the less I know
The less I know

Where will you run?
Where will you hide?
Lullabies
To paralyze

Fat and soft, pink and weak
Foot and thigh, tongue and cheek
You know I'm told they swallow you whole
Skin and bone
Cutting boards and hanging hooks
Bloody knives, cooking books
Promising you won't feel a thing
At all

Swallow and chew
Eat you alive
All of us food that hasn't died
And the light says

Somehow they pick and pluck
Tenderize bone to dust
The sweetest grease, finest meat you'll ever taste
Taste, taste
So you scream, whine, and yell
Supple sounds of dinner bells
We all will feed the worms and trees So don't be shy

Swallow and chew
Eat you alive
All of us food that hasn't died


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20.10.2006., petak

Pitanja...samo pitanja bez odgovora


Zašto se neke stvari jednostavno moraju dogoditi?
TKo smo ,tko sam...zašto sam tu na svijetu ....zbog čega se osjećam tako sama s toliko ljudi oko sebe...želim toliko toga vidjeti...toliko toga otkriti...
Ne patim...samo se pitam
KAko jedna osoba može nadopuniti prazninu koju nemože nadoknaditi pedeset ljudi...zašto ne vidimo ono u što vjerujemo...i ne vjerujem da je u nadi spas...spas je u nama..ako želimo biti spašeni
Ta tajanstvenost ovog svijeta me izluđuje...hmm...možda ću jednom otkriti...tada će biti prekasno za moje stalno ponavljane pogreške
Otkucaji srca sve su snažniji i bolniji..opet mi se vraćaš u misli i suze opet krenu...dok ne nastane još jedno more...more suza
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NIRVANA
Aero Zeppelin

What's a season in a right if you can't have anything
What's the reason in a rhyme if a plan means anything
What's the meaning in a crime, it's a fan if anything
Where's the learning in a line, it's a brand, it's a brand
How a culture comes again, it was all here yesterday
And you swear it's not a trend, doesn't matter anyway
There's only here to talk to friends, nothing new is everyday
You could shit upon the stage, they'll be fans

They'll be fans
They'll be fans
They'll be fans


All the kids will eat it up, if it's packaged properly
Steal a sound and imitate, uniform and equally
Not an ode, just the facts, where our world is nowadays
An idea is what we lack, it doesn't matter anyways

Hey



Screaming Trees-Butterfly

Changing memories they fade away
The hours and the days
While in the sunshine, the sunshine bright
I kept you on my mind

Cry, cry butterfly
Heard it on the wings that you're going to die
Cry, cry butterfly
Well I'm sick and I want to go home

Up to an empty room
Four walls around, nothing to be found
Of empty promises in a lonesome town
Let me lay you down

Cry, cry butterfly
Heard it on the wings that you're going to die
Cry, cry butterfly
Well I'm sick and I want to go home

The changing memories they fade away
In the hours in the day
While in the sunshine, the sunshine bright
I kept you on my mind

Cry, cry butterfly
Heard it on the wings that you're going to die
Cry, cry butterfly
And I'm sick and I want to go home

Cry, cry butterfly
Heard it on the wings that you're going to die
Cry, cry butterfly
And I'm sick and I want to go home
Well I'm sick and I want to go home
That I'm sick and I want to go home


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Pearl Jam
Indifference

i will light the match this mornin', so i won't be alone
watch as she lies silent, for soon light will be gone
i will stand arms outstretched, pretend i'm free to roam
i will make my way, through, one more day in hell...
how much difference does it make
how much difference does it make...
i will hold the candle till it burns up my arm
i'll keep takin' punches until their will grows tired
i will stare the sun down until my eyes go blind
hey i won't change direction, and i won't change my mind
how much difference does it make
how much difference does it make..
how much difference...
i'll swallow poison, until i grow immune
i will scream my lungs out till it fills this room
how much difference
how much difference
how much difference does it make
how much difference does it make...


Pearl Jam
Love Boat Captain

Is this just another day,... this god forgotten place?
First comes love, then comes pain. Let the games begin,...
Questions rise and answers fall,... insurmountable.

Love boat captain
Take the reigns and steer us towards the clear,... here.
It's already been sung, but it can't be said enough.
All you need is love

Is this just another phase? Earthquakes making waves,...
Trying to shake the cancer off? Stupid human beings,...
Once you hold the hand of love,.. it's all surmountable.

Hold me, and make it the truth,...
That when all is lost there will be you,...
Cause to the universe I don't mean a thing
And there's just one word I stil believe
And it's

It's an art to live with pain,... mix the light into grey,..
Lost 9 friends we'll never know,.. 2 years ago today
And if our lives became too long, would it add to our regret?

And the young, they can lose hope cause they can't see beyond today,...
The wisdom that the old can't give away
Hey,...
Constant recoil...
Sometimes life
Don't leave you alone.

Hold me, and make it the truth,...
That when all is lost there will be you.
Cause to the universe I don't mean a thing
And there's just one word that I still believe and it's
Love,... love. love. love. love.

Love boat captain
Take the reigns,.. steer us towards the clear.
I know it's already been sung,... can't be said enough.
Love is all you need,.. all you need is love,..
Love,.. love,...
Love.

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The Ranibow-Stone Cold

Every night I have the same old dream
'bout you and me and what's in between
So many changes, so many lies
Try to run, try to hick
From everything that I feel inside
But I can't escape you, or your frozen eyes...
Searching in the darkness
Fading out of sight
Love was here and gone like a thief in the night...
Stone Cold...
And I knew you so well
Stone Cold
Can't break away from your spell

Another dark and empty night
It was wrong I wanna make it night
But you are so distant, so far away
Your words like ice fall on the ground
breaking the silence without a sound
Oh familiar strangers, with nothing to say
Searching in the darkness
Fading out of sight
Love was here and gone like a thief in the night
Stone Cold...
And I thought I knew you so well...
Stone Cold...
I can't break away from your spell...
You leave me Stone Cold

Searching in the darkness
Fading out of sight
Love was here and like a thief in the night
Stone Cold...
And I thought I knew you so well
You Stone Cold... yeah
I can't break away from your spell
You Stone Cold... baby
I thought I knew you so well
You're Stone cold... Ice cold...
Can't break away from your spell
(You put me in the deep freeze)
(Oh baby don't you leave me)
(Stone... Cold, your leavin' me cold)
Stone Cold... I thought I knew you so well
Stone Cold... Can't break away from your spell


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The Doors-Queen of the highway
She was a princess, Queen of the highway
Sign on the road said: "Take us to Madre"
No one could save her, save the blind tiger
He was a monster, black dressed in leather
She was a princess, Queen of the highway

Now they are wedded, She is a good girl
Naked as children out in the meadow,
Naked as children, wild as can be,
Soon to have offspring, start it all over
Start at all over

American boy, American girl,
Most beautiful people in the world
Son of a frontier Indian swirl,
Dancing through the midnight whirl-pool
Formless
Hope it can continue a little while longer

THe Doors
Spanish caravan
Carry me Caravan take me away
Take me to Portugal, take me to Spain
Andalusia with fields full of grain
I have to see you again and again
Take me, Spanish Caravan
Yes, I know you can

Trade winds find Galleons lost in the sea
I know where treasure is waiting for me
Silver and gold in the mountains of Spain
I have to see you again and again
Take me, Spanish Caravan
Yes, I know you can


The Doors
The crystal ship


Before you slip into unconsciousness
I'd like to have another kiss
Another flashing chance at bliss
Another kiss
Another kiss

The days are bright and filled with pain
Enclose me in your gentle rain
The time you ran was too insane
We'll meet again
We'll meet again

Oh tell me where your freedom lies
The streets are fields that never die
Deliver me from reasons why
You'd rather cry
I'd rather fly

The crystal ship is being filled
A thousand girls, a thousand thrills
A million ways to spend your time
When we get back
I'll drop a line


Rainbow
Hunting Humans (Insatiable)

Justify, speak the lies, close your eyes
As we make love
Touch my skin, let the fun begin, once again
I hear your cries, rise oh rise
Feel the nails, tell tales trails across my spine
Beautiful
Silken kiss, on a night like this, who would miss
Our final hour
Closer still, close your eyes, see my world, it's animal
Insatiable
Velvet glove, unrequited love, find the words
And make them rhyme
One last dance, hypnotizing trance, a knowing glance
I love you
Closer still, lose your will, see my world, it's criminal
Insatiable
Things we hide, keep them out of signt, heard it said
It's unbearable
Feel my pain, taste my shame, who's to blame
Inexcusable



Pearl Jam-Last kiss
Where, oh where, can my baby be? the lord took her away from
Me. she’s gone to heaven, so I’ve got to be good. so I can see my baby when i
Leave this world.

We were out on a date in my daddy’s car. we hadn’t driven very far. there in
The road, straight ahead. a car was stalled, the engine was dead.

I couldn’t stop, so I swerved to the right. I’ll never forget the sound that
Night. the screamin tires, the bustin glass. the painful scream that I heard
Last.

Oh where, oh where, can my baby be? the lord took her away from me. she’s gone
To heaven, so I’ve got to be good. so I can see my baby when I leave this world.

When I woke up the rain was pourin down. there were people standin all around.
Something warm flowing through my eyes. but somehow I found my baby that night.
I lifted her head, she looked at me and said. hold me darling, just a little
While. I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss. I found the love that i
Knew I had missed.

Well now she’s gone. even though I hold her tight. I lost my love, my life,
That night.

Oh where, oh where, can my baby be? the lord took her away from me. she’s gone
To heaven, so I’ve got to be good. so I can see my baby when I leave this
World.

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